Personally, I felt that the way you did it was impolite and cowardly…


I agreed.

We were a grenade just waiting to explode, I released the hatch, and u pulled the trigger.

I’m happy you got your wish.
I understand it was an ego thing, I get it. So I let you…

Hmmm, interestingly, not a tear was shed

So unlike previous experiences, especially with Gerard. No longer did I cry, nor did I try to hold on… I had a warm and relaxing shower, took a deep breath and made my decision.

Who could deny that it wasn’t bound to happen anyway? Fear of commitment immediately alluded to DOOM.

Just before I got the message I read on the web:

Sometimes they'll fall in love with other people who just aren’t interested in forming an intimate relationship. The reasoning behind this can be that the commitment phobic has, (deliberately, or otherwise), chosen a person who can’t/won’t, form a lasting relationship, and so they are ‘safe’ from having to make that long-term commitment.
http://www.avonhypnotherapy.co.uk/commitmentphobia.htm

How fitting.

This time it was easy.

A fast getaway.

No holding back.

Funny how we all grow up so fast...